2015

redecorating…

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…seems the best course of action, at this time of year when action, in general, is not at the top of my list! And as it is too cold in the house to do much real redecorating, I’ve decided that my online homes will receive some refreshing for the next while. So don’t be surprised to see things come and go in this space until I find a place for everything and then put everything in its place.

When I began my online journal nine years ago, I called it my “bower”, which is an old word for home. I’ve casually called this newer space my “rosehip bower”, but just lately I’ve felt that this is more my Rosehip Hearth…a place to come and warm yourself…stare into the fire…be in each others company.

I wrote this last October, when we were reading the book Serving Fire together at Wisteria & Sunshine

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“Honoring the hearth is a state of being that radiates outward, nourishing other parts of our lives. The hearth keeper holds both the inner and outer worlds simultaneously. Daily actions, thought, and feelings provide kindling for the fire of the hearth.”

-Anne Scott

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“Tending the hearth”…one of those thrilling phrases for the domestic heart. But what does “the hearth” actually signify, for each of us? In Serving Fire, it mostly means the kitchen and cooking and nourishment….but before we move more deeply into our book, I wanted to get clear on what, and perhaps, where, our hearths really are. I have a fireplace, a woodstove, an oven and stovetop in my home…are one or all of them my hearths? Or is the hearth mostly a spiritual thing?

Does the hearth begin once you cross the threshold of home? Or does it revolve around warmth and sustenance…material or not? Like so many things after mothering, it is harder to put my finger on, now that our home is so much emptier than it used to be. How can one tend the hearth in solitude? And what might that look like? If “hearth” means center, does it reside within me?

-October 2014

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I suppose I shall be trying to answer those questions here, in and amongst all of the “tragedies and cravats, poetry and pickles, garden-seeds and long letters, music and gingerbread, invitations, scoldings and puppies.” (Louisa May Alcott’s words about the post office in the hedge in Little Women, which I’ve long likened blogs to.)

Now I am going to get back to creating some new corners, moving some pixelated furniture and putting a cosy chair to two near the fire…

So…

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…tho’ I had hoped to begin the year here as I mean to go on (posting more simply and more often), a few days after my last post tragedy struck in our hen house. And it struck not once, but twice over a matter of days…in spite of reinforcing walls, new precautions, everything we could manage…

It is still hard to share about. If you’ve read this blog for very long, you will have seen what my “little women” mean/meant to me. We’ve never lost a hen to a predator in the hen house before…never lost them to anything but old age or mysterious hen illnesses since our earliest days when a neighbor’s dog caused much sadness with our first flock. So….it’s been a deep shock, tho’ I suppose it shouldn’t have been. We’ve actually been very lucky. I just got so used to swinging along with Jane, Gwyn and Maya for the past four years. Used to them murmuring to me and me murmuring to them…watching them, tending them…eggs were really the least of it.

After the second attack and hours working on the hen house again (mostly my deario), we felt very confident about its safety, but I wasn’t feeling keen on Audrey’s being all the way in the paddock…alone. My feelings became moot when we found Audrey roosting that first evening alone just outside our front door on the porch railing. Message received.

I quickly made a makeshift roost in the vestibule between my studio and the music room, while she remained nestled next to the little cedar tree on the porch. By the next evening, when she appeared on the front porch in the late afternoon, Audrey had a proper roost (Doug’s perfect and prompt handiwork) and we watched in curiosity and some wonder as we opened the door and she walked unerringly (if slowly, but turns and all) into the vestibule. She is there now, third night in a row and we shall see how it goes. I’ve had to reassure some that I am not turning into one of “those chicken people”…just feeling very tender towards her. And to myself, too, I suppose…when I am not feeling regret and loss. It is easier knowing she is near and safe, and not having to visit the scene of the calamity.

Taking Audrey’s lead, I am working on putting this behind me…and looking ahead…and will soon be back here with lovelier things to share…